Poemy Posty

"Caleb, I am not good with poems," she said matter-of-factly.

"Well neither am I, " he replied quite exactly.

"I am not posting this, Caleb." Kerri started to sleep.

She couldn't though, because of the birds peeps.

We should probably study, but that sounds boring.

So instead we are writing a poem, not snoring.

School's almost out! And then summer project

Will happen, but watch out for the murder suspect.

DUUHHH

this post was created with a little help from calebdurham.

Superbowl Sunday!

The Superbowl isn't really exciting because of the football. Or maybe that is just my opinion. Personally, this is why I love it:

1. Chili

2. Commercials

3. Friends/family gatherings

Despite my hours of studying that still need to get done before this microbiology test tomorrow, it is hard to focus knowing I will be having a heart-warming bowl of chili and watching funny commericals the majority of my night...starting in about threeish hours. Sometimes school is just second-best.

Prayer Nugget

For the past ten minutes, I've been debating with myself about whether or not to post this blog.

I want to share with you the closest thing to my heart.

A little "nugget" of a conversation I had with the Lord.

So, here it goes..

Dear Lord,

You are near! Thank you that Jesus, in your very nature, did not consider equality with You something to be grasped...but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. Lord I praise you that it is because of Jesus Christ that I can sit hear right now and talk with you. That is the amazing idea of grace - I did nothing to deserve salvation but yet you love me. You chose me. Crazy! That is the reason of why I want my life to look like this:

Philippians 4:4-7 - "Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near :). Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding (that's intense!) will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Oh I just love my prayer journal. I love looking back and seeing how God has answered prayer, even in the smallest ways. I love looking at how much He has taught me since I first started journaling freshman year. I love the intimate journey that He has called me to be a part of.

Dear Snow, Please Go Away

My friend and I have been training so hard for this little half-marathon run of ours. Even though this snow is trying to stop us, we are pushing through - a.k.a. we are about to run five miles. In the rain. And snow. And slush. We will most likely be looking down each step to watch our footing, but we are not going to let this weather get in our way. And by no means are we about to do our long runs on the treadmill or indoor track. More snow/freezing rain is in the forecast again this weekend! No worries, we still have a little under two months before race day, but we do need all the training we can get.

When I think about my training two thoughts normally come to mind:

1. We are SO intense. I'm not trying to say this in a "oh my gosh, we're so good" type of attitude, but this training is getting more and more hardcore. But then..

2. SO many people run a lot more than us.

Therefore, before we graduate, we have one goal: run all the way to my house. I'm not even sure how many miles that is...probably 11.18 miles or something. Maybe we will have to change that goal: run a full marathon by the time we graduate? Or before age 25.

Off I go...

Fresh

Yay! The extended search of a new template has finally come to a close. Although pink is definitely not my favorite color, this layout caught my eye, so I am sticking with it (at least for a few months).

Getting a new layout is exciting, so maybe this will mean I will become a more dedicated blogger. Hopefully.

I feel like a new woman (hahah).

unexpected friendship

This blog is dedicated to a girl who has become a dear friend to me.

"Would anyone like to run a half marathon with me?" Little did I know that one facebook status update would create a friendship totally God-orchestrated. After many responses, only one girl really followed up and showed interest in laboring through months of training to achieve a goal that neither one of us envisioned was possible in November. We were already friends - kind of. More like 'I know your friends and you know mine so we are sort of friends too' type of thing.

Lacing up our sneakers to venture out together on our first run sparked conversation right away. I learned about her, she learned about me. The training continued. So naturally, our friendship grew.

But not exactly so 'naturally'. C.S. Lewis puts it this way:

"But in friendship, being free of all that, we think we have chosen our peers. In reality, a few years' difference in the dates of our births, a few more miles between certain houses, the choice of one university instead of another, posting to different regiments, the accident of a topic being raised or not raised at a first meeting--any of these chances might have kept us apart. But, for a Christian, there are, strictly speaking, no chances. A secret Master of the Ceremonies has been at work. Christ, who said to the disciples 'Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you,' can truly say to every group of Christian friends 'you have not chosen one another but I have chosen you for one another.' The friendship is not a reward for our discrimination and good taste in finding one another out. It is the instrument by which God reveals to each the beauties of the others. They are no greater than the beauties of a thousand other men, by friendship God opens our eyes to them. They are, like all beauties, derived from Him, and then, in a good Friendship, increased by Him through the Friendship itself, so that it is His instrument for creating as well as revealing."

I strongly believe that the reason Katie had a desire to run a half marathon with me was because Christ put that in her heart. His plan was so perfect. He has given me a friend to encourage and vent to. To laugh with, cry with (literally), pray with, and struggle up those hills with. So thank you, Katie, for being a great friend when I least expected you to come into my life. But most of all, thank you, Lord, for choosing us to become friends and grow in You.

waiting

God's timing is better than mine.

And He is really trying to teach me that. One of the fruits of the Spirit is patience, and there are so many situations in my life right now where I need to be patient before the Lord and wait on Him. I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that I have this "plan" of how things are going to work and when everything is going to happen, and if I see an opportunity for a solution I want to seize it right away. But with patience comes the fact that we are not in control of those "plans" and we're in the passenger seat, not the driver's seat.

Psalm 27.14